Thank you everyone for the advice!
I feel as though I have reached a time in my life where I have lost my “purpose” in the lives and relationships of others. I definitely need a serious trip of soul-searching and insightful journeys. I want to find the things that make me tick and that I enjoy. And before I head into a tough two years of graduate school, I believe that I need to find myself and my purpose.
I am not sure of the next few steps from here, but that unknowingness reminds me of the stories I’ve read about vanlife. Things aren’t always going to go as planned, but as long as you have hope that they will work out, things always do.
Thank you again everyone.